Wrightguy0

I don't know where I could put this, it's not a gay issue so much as a Life Crisis. I wander through my life interacting with nothing barely making my existence known to anyone. I go to school but my mind isn't there I've walked those hallways so many times now, I don't even think about where I'm going I walk along in my own little bubble get to class and wait for it to be over, I wait for the day to end only to have it start up again the next morning. It's been two thousand non consecutive days since I started school twelve and a half years ago, and the last time I enjoyed any of them was in Kindergarten. I've walked the road to my bus four thosand times and it doesn't fell like the right road anymore. with each passing day I feel less and less inclined to go, there is nothing there to provide me with an intellectual challenge, the only class I still find interesting is World Issues. I talk to people, but there's no real impression and I usually have nothing to add to any conversation. I haven't been up to doing much school work since Middle School, but I guess eight classes a day and four hours of homwork can do that to a man. All the classes I want to sign up for in school usually end up getting cancelled or are only half the year. I feel like I'm not actually living my life, I'm just going through it, I can guess what I'm going to do all day tomorrow and and be exactly right, even down to the time it takes the bus to get here in the morning. I can predict how the weather is going to act when I'm walking to and from the bus, wind or rain in my face, no matter what direction I'm walking in. If I were to die right now and watch my life go by the bulk of it would bore me to tears. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to live, I don't want to wander aimlessly. I want excitement, adventure. I want love, I want passion I want to experience the world. All my life I've done what other people have wanted me to do and now, I'm fed up. I want to be myself, I just want to be. I'm no longer doing well in anything I haven't the will anymore, no drive, no motivation and I want help. I want to get motivated, I want to get active, physically and in my community, I'm in a slump and I want to get out.

One Astor has already ben made

I have to agree with Duke and 6u, living a lie is not a good way to live, and there will always be this feeling, that somehow you're incomplete.

Being in provence who's school system puts so much emphasis on learning french that it makes the english students feel stupid because they either can't or won't learn french. The french students get concerts, cultural shows and space camp, the english kids get tests and exams and and more tests to show they know english. Now they want to put english kids through a full half year in french, starting in grade five, why not just do away with english all together cause it seems they're gradually doing that. I've got a few words for our education minister, kids take the english program for a reason, mabey you should stop telling kids to learn french, leave the choice to the parents and start treating both system equally. That's what's getting on my wick this morning.

Righteous Brothers: Unchained Melody

Mini Me

because acid is something that causes freakouts What is Preston Manning?

A. Because ghetto kids loud rap music mixed with cow farts is causing global warming Q. say the word WHAT

Crashing the coasters

Let me see, have I ever suffered through an event that would turn me gay? NO! I've never been raped, I never had an absent father I remember facination with men when I was younger, tried the whole girl thing, they didn't work for me. Being Gay is not a fetish, there is no psycological trigger ther is no choise, of course gay is not black and white, there is a whole spectrum, ranging from straight to bi to gay and all points in between, you could be bi with a male preference, you could be gay and still find girls attractive or you could have a crush on a guy but date women and know that you want to be with a woman for the rest of your life. Homosexuality is not a disease, it is not a mental disability, it is not a fetish, and it is not a choice.

N/A Red Hot Chili Peppers: Californication

The whole sub prime mortgage market is a bad financial move, you build your income on people who can't even pay you, then you get all surprised whe your company crashes and and the economy goes into recession. Christ, im 18, no buisiness training and I could run Bear Stearns better than it's being run now. What idiot came up with the idea of Sub Prime Lending? People have bad credit for a reason, what reason is that, oh yeah, because they can't be trusted with money.

Probably because the anglican church is modled on the Catholic church

Dr. Evil

Sometimes retard is the only politically correct way to describe a person. this man, is one of those retards.

Welcome to the closet Manticorefan, I too have done the religious thing, I've been catholic, baptist and episcopalian, but there was nothing that really gelled with me. you've probably retained more than you know, homosexuality is not something that goes away IMHO.

I was a little worried about my wardrobe remark, but hey, we're in a closet so why not

I went tho see an amazing documentary last night. It was called For th Bible Tells me so, it was all about how gays had to cope with their religious families and how they had to cope with their gay children. Oh and next time someone says gays are unnatural, tell them that in the bible unnatural meant against custom .

Hey Jude by The Beatles

you should come here more often

MC Hammer was stil rich

I think we should get a sticky for this topic, you know st that people know it's there. The Simtropolis Closet serves an important function as a safe haven and support group for Gay members, and we should make sure it doesn't get lost amongst the other topics.

grade 9's who think thety're all gangsta and the coolest things to walk the earth since dinosaurs ch@sp3k brainless chatter, girl talk or any combination of like or as NOT being used in a simile intolerance toward minorities.

New Haven, Conneticut

When it comes to me I have no fashion, i just throw on what's clean, but I can look good (sometimes) Anyhoo, throughout my travels of the internet I have found that more people are accepting of gays than not (at least wherever I've been) Is this where all the liberals have gone?